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Overachiever?
10.29.03 (8:33 pm)   [edit]
Uhmmm...
So I was talking to one of my classmates, who happens to be an older guy, Jeff, about the Micro-econs test. I flunked. At least in my book I think I did. 89%. That's like what, a BC? So Jeff and I are talking and he goes, "Oh you didn't flunk, you're just an overachiever"...Like say what? Maybe some of us have bigger goals and more pressure than others, I dont know. He said "All I need is a C and I'm happy :shock: "..Ah..no make my papa hear that o...
If I get a 89 in all my exams, then I'll probably end up with a B in the class, which aint happening. I need all the scholarahip $$$ I can get right now and for someone going for an MBA with no money and hopes of getting a full scholarship, I better be getting A's. Shuu.
Nuff said.

Omonaija '03
 
Long ass time...
10.26.03 (8:34 pm)   [edit]
Dear Diary,
....

Scratch that. Its been a long ass time....this chic's been mad busy....from exams to work to applying for schorlarships to everyotherthingelseimbetw een...sigh...
I've been aiight, you know...alive and healty, getting better each day.
One thing I learned this past week is not being afraid to learn. You know there are times when you don't understand stuff and because you're shy or embarrased, you refuse to learn? I'm shedding that bad habit now. Actually, I'm in the process. I can't do it at once, it takes time. I'll take my time. But yeah, I'm at a disadvantage when I refuse to learn and refuse to use my head, just open my heart. I've missed out on so much.
So I've gone to church two weeks in a row. I'm proud of myself. So many blessings I've missed out on. Today, I said a prayer. Might not seem like a big deal to you, but I didn't pray for over 2 years till today. I don't know why. Next on the list is mending my broken relationship with God. Picking up a Bible. I got 2 and I read none. Shame.
I sound like a born-again, don't I? That's ok by me aint nothing wrong with it. I still have my crazy side, but when it comes to this, I take it serious.
I think really God intervened in my life, because as of a month 1/2 ago, I wasn't like this. It all just came suddenly. Someone prayed for me. And I thank God for that.
So I took my braids out and I have nice cornrows now...
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I'm luving it!...Talked to Toye yesterday. He sounded so grown...that little boy I used to run around with everywhere is a senior in high school. God, how time flies. Gone are those days, I swear.
I hate to say this, but it's a shame when people preach against one thing and do the same thing the next minute. Hypocrites. I'm not perfect, but I'll mention it if and when I have to. It's all good tho, cos we're all human.
Anyway, gotta be out of the house by 7:30. I'll be up by 5:30. Good night, Have a great week and God bless.

Omonaija '03
 
Meanie...
10.11.03 (8:16 pm)   [edit]
It's been a while, still a lil' sick, but I'm iight...surviving...I had a mean quiz this morning, well not really mean, but I forgot the answer to the last question {Don't you just hate it when that shit happens?}..."Who discovered radium and polarium and promoted the use of xrays?"....MARIE CURIE, FOOL!!!...I was so frustrated :evil: ....Oh well
So I went shopping with Toni today to Pier One Imports to get some presents for Jen's wedding...men, they got some nice things there...Too bad I suck with decorating, cos some of those stuff sure coulda been nice in my apartment...hehee
Don't you just hate it when some "friends" call you only when they need your help? Like real bad? So I call up A about a month ago, like "Girl, I needs ta get ma hair done...these braids gots ta go"...she ignores me...i figure hey, her man's probably in town, so...
I call her up the second time, Aunty B needed some help. Again, she brushes me off....and the Third time too...I'm like "It's all gooood". She does this all the time.
So last week, this heifer calls me at work, like 10am, I look at the caller ID, I dont pick up. She calls me up again that night. And again. Calls like 6 times. I know she needs something real bad. And I'm so not picking up. She better not show up at my door, cos I aint answering your ass. :twisted: ...Call me mean, but hey, someone's gotta show her how it feels.
Workplace Relationships. Do they really work? Mosdef a NONO for me. Back to last week. I'm trying to get some work done....G keeps talking about J...J works in Marketing...I'm so irritated, I almost tell her to STFU and be productive{And I wasnt hating}. Anywho, yeah so they hooked up. They made it public too...They got balls. What if the relationship goes sour and things get real messed up? Oh well.
So I'm going to homecoming next week...can't wait to see the foine bruvas over there...hehehe....I saw the cutest lil boy today. A mix of Indian and White...he was sooo cute. {No RKELLY vibes here abeg :D }. I also saved me some $$$ today. Guess what? I cooked!!! Yep, you aint seeing double..lol....I cooked some rice, beans and stew with "Panla"...It was good too...hehehee..
Anywho, I think im getting "drier" by the minute, so I better go..Might be back.. :P . Peas


Omonaija '03
 
Maturity
10.07.03 (6:45 pm)   [edit]
Maturity doesn't necessarily come with age. I saw serious proof today. You can be a 26 year old with the brain of a 13 year old, and vice versa. Some folks just do some stupid isht f'real. You give them the benefit of the doubt a few times, but you come to a conclusion that some people's brains stop functioning properly on their thirteenth birthdays :x

Omonaija '03
 
Mid-day Vent.
10.06.03 (2:44 pm)   [edit]
Why do people pick their noses in public? I swear, that is a bad habit and it is just plain gross...I mean, you pick your nose and then push elevator button the same damn finger :shock: :eek:
Why do some guys pat themselves on the butt everytime? Can't you just simply pat on the back? Maybe I'm homophobic but hell...It's wierd.
So I'm coming from work to school and I stop behind the city bus, and what do I see on the back of the bus? "Listen to Rush on WTAQ 1360AM"...and I'm thinking, "Wtf? why the heck do they have poster of the racist idiot up?"...
See, I hate ignorant people....people who are ignorant for the sake of it and just judge by your accent, or by the color of your skin. I live in a predominantly white area, and people over here could be annoying sometimes, you always gotta be ready to defend yourself...Three weeks ago was OKtoberfest, the german festival, I land home from school, decide to check whatsup downtown. Its like it was this woman's turn to get busted that day...all the roads were blocked, so I decide to take the bus downtown...I get in, pay my fare, sit down in the middle of the bus. An Indian guy comes in after me, looked like a student...gives the driver a transfer...
the driver tells him "Your transfer is expired"
Indian guy{with thick indian accent}: "I just transfered from blah..."
Driver: "It expired 30 minutes ago"
Indian dude: "OK"...he pays the fare, and sits at the back of the bus..
Meanwhile, a white woman with a horrible looking wig in her early fifties is sitting in front by the bus driver.
In a low tone, she goes:{refering to the Indian dude} "He thought he could get away with it, and he doesn't even know how to speak english, stupid immigrants"
I was outraged by that statement. I thought, "I'll regret it if this woman gets away with this shit, like who the heck do you think you are? "
So I get up from where Im sitting, and I sit right opposite of the lady and just blasted her ass like
"How dare you? Who the hell are you to judge someone based on his accent and the color of his skin? blah blah"...i went on for close to five minutes and i go back to my seat. The bus arrives downtown, and I approach the Indian dude and tell him whatsup. Only to find out the guy is an IT professional..with an MBA...MSOE graduate...probably 10X more educated than the woman who ran her mouth. I thought to myself, see? Never pass judgements, ever...cos you never know where your might meet in the future...you never know.
I got downtown that day sha, hung out with Uncle Phil...then I see this guy again, with an older guy...to cut the long story short, I found out that the older guy the dude was with, was my uncle's coworker...they work at Georgia Pacific together...and the guy even teaches night classes at my school sef...that's life...
So peoples, dont judge others cos you never know where your paths might cross in life...
That's it for now. L8er.

Omonaija '03
 
Talk is Cheap.
10.05.03 (3:01 pm)   [edit]
Ok, I'm back...and to all haters who have nothing good to write about, STFU in advance...thanks. :)
Yes, im crabby...day 2 on my blog and im crabby already.. :roll: Did i mention before that i hate working with women? Especially if you have a woman boss...whoooooo...you better pray she's hit menopause, cos you all are dead when she's pms'ing :roll: ...
I hate when people gossip and to make it worse, if it aint true! I thank Secura for IT dept.
Why is it that some people dont like to take NO for an answer? Like "Stupid, what part of NO don't you understand? I cant break it down any further....IM THROUGH WITH YOU, STOP CALLING!!!"...loser...You're prolly reading this, cos i know your ass is a damn stalker, leave me the fuck alone before i curse your damn family tree out, moron.
Anywho, so [url=www.packers.com]packers[/url] beat seatle 35-13, whoooo....my ears gon be full tomorrow....packers, this packers that...its all love for the game tho...that's the first good team they've beat in a long time.
Next on the list, my neighbor. Is it that I have bad luck when choosing apartments or is something else going on? I've always had noisy neighbors who like to play their damn music loud...like "eediot, im tryna study here"... thursday evenings, 6:30, Im coming in from work...I can hear the damn metal music from downstairs...now sundays too...very absurd....Im too chicken to go knock on his door...{sod off in advance :evil: } :P ...
I miss my mommy...i wanna go home this december...not sure yet tho....depends on how things turn out later this month... :(
That's it.

Omonaija '03
 
No Church. God Help Me.
10.05.03 (9:08 am)   [edit]
They say in everything, give thanks. Things could be worse right now, but they aren't. For that, I give my thanks to God...sometimes, i question God for making things the way they are, but i feel stupid later when i see other people who have nothing going for them at all...
I should be studying right now, but i got a call from home this morning. It broke my heart. I'm so worried.
For almost a year, I had no relationship whatsoever with God. I was mad at God and I blamed him for everything that went wrong then. I thought I was punishing God, but I was only denying myself blessings and what could have been a good year.

I'll be back l8er.

Omonaija '03

 
Giving thanks, appreciating
10.04.03 (8:40 pm)   [edit]
Geesh, how i hate saturday classes...I'm stressed f'real. I really need a break. I had the day off yesterday, stayed home all day studying...i almost pulled my hairs out. I drove myself nuts, thats another no-no for me...you just need that break sometimes...i took a nap, listened to [url=www.abeokuta.org]baba gboin and ambrose shomide[/url] ...those people are mad funny...they cheered me up a lot...they had people calling in about "Is it okay to test drive before marriage or not?"...the responses were very funny. From people comparing sex to "Ja gate" {breaking the gate}, to people preaching and cussing people out at the same time....only in Nigeria....hehehe...:lol:

Damn, its getting cold alredy... October freaking 4 and I have my freaking winter jacket on already...thats another thing I hate about this hood...it sucks...we even had a little bit of snow on wed. That's a beech...I miss home :(

Each day is a test for me. Life is hard, but then i realise that im blessed. What i have, some are praying that the Lord grant them...but then, It's only a phase...there is always light at the end of the tunnel. There is Hope.
It helps to have supportive siblings that you know got your back no matter what...I cuss them out sometimes, but I thank God each day for having them as siblings...they always come through...
My sister, T...gosh, she's the best...wont trade her for anything in the world...she's the only soul that can make me laugh and pee on my body amidst tears...God bless her for me....and my brothers, they're the coolest.
Tomi, THANK YOU for fighting for me. You were there right when i needed you. You rock
T.MD...;) Mucho Amor { :p }
Uhmmm...I think that's it for now....l8er

Omonaija '03
 
Wow...
10.04.03 (8:16 pm)   [edit]
First Blog ever...
I definately cant blog everyday, but ill try from time to time....its a good place to vent and get emotions out...expect a little bit of cussing from time to time... its human nature so...hey. :)

Omonaija '03