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Fuck it
04.29.04 (5:40 am)   [edit]
I have Issues. I admit it. We all do.

Omonaija
 
Anger
04.22.04 (6:40 pm)   [edit]

I have so much anger. In me.
Anger toward me. Anger at the world.

At me, because I let things happen;
Bad things.
I feel like I can't get through.
Most times I'm stuck.
I'm going around in circles.
My goals, unreachable;
Sinking in the Atlantic.

At the world, because it keeps judging.
How do I constantly endure judgment?
Everyday? Based on the color of my skin?
My Nationality? What I possess?
What I lack? My History?
The world is constantly judging.

I feel anger, for I'm helpless
I feel anger, for my weakness is constantly used to belittle me.
I feel anger for there is nothing I can do to stop it.
I feel anger because I cant save me.
I feel anger because my life has come to a screeching halt.
I feel anger because my anger is slowly turning to hate; to destruct.
I feel anger, for my anger will be the death of me.
I tear, for my soul is long dead.


Omonaija
 
Songs about Him...
04.10.04 (8:08 pm)   [edit]
Where you are seems to be
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms, open hearts
And if it never ends then when do we start?
I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you come back
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I...

Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart

I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you come back
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I feel

Maroon 5
 
Smoking Ciggarettes...
04.09.04 (8:31 pm)   [edit]
...is like an abusive boyfriend...he beats you, and you keep going back.

Omonaija